I am at 1.0 and 2.5 hours for 30 seconds. This level was set yesterday. I have been under more stress lately. Working in the heat has not helped either. Teeth problems consisting of a root canal. I am not sleeping well. Grinding of the teeth, nightmares, falling out of bed, all on the increase. The doctor put me on a restless leg syndrome drug. I took the first dose last night. No change, don't expect any until the drug increases in the blood. Floaters are back after a small decrease. I have fears of some thing flying into the car windshield and killing me. This is a new feeling. Doesn't stop me from driving. One day at a time.
I am living with depression. I was implanted with VNS therapy on March 11,2008 and am blogging what experiences I have, not only with the device but with depression itself, and just what depression is. This is to let people know depression is not just the "blues". True depression is a disease, not a mood problem. One can manage the depression with various treatments and I invite you to learn with me as I go through it.
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