In a email to my friend Mary after she came to visit, before the first allergy testing:
Thanks to you, I know what a true friend can be.
Thanks to you, I know what a true friend can be.
So it was dust mites, grass at the allergist.
I went out and got hypo-allergenic things for the bed. I woke up happy! I dreamed many dreams. I only dream when I can sleep deep enough. Haven't been able to do that in years.
I was praising God, Mary. I wanted to rip up every carpet in the house and toss it out. For that is where, besides the bed and pillows, the mites land and stay. At 4:00 in the morning I wanted to run and wake Dave up and then rip the carpet up in the computer room.
When I came into the rest of the house to start the day, within about 20 minutes I began to feel anxious and irritated. So the rest of the house, bit by bit, must be cleared of carpets and kept much cleaner. I am not a dirty person, just not cleaning up to standards of an allergic patient. I will now so it the best that I can. The depression must stop. That has been the drive for all my adult life.
More food testing today and then they will give me something for the dust mite allergy.