Thought Bubbles: Touching the Sky

Jessica Cox is inspiring:
She is without arms. She has thrived: So will I. I can not compare with an armless person in that overwhelming situation. She has made it her backbone, as I have made finding a way to control the depression mine, and I can learn from her story, and her positive mental attitude. Here is her story:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gcr0U2KRLrc

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Thought Bubbles: Negativity

Negativity is soul destructive selfishness.

I find that I am more selfish when I concentrate on the carnal -things of this world-- than when I think of God.


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Heavy Metal Toxicity and Immunity

Notes from IPad: Notes taken for future research:
Heavy metal toxicity could be making the immunity weak enough to not fight other toxins?
Can't detox.  Gerson Diet Liver malfunction?

New herb to look into: Herbs de Provence
Herbs to freshen up my veggies diet. Marjoram, thyme, sage, rosemary, are in poultry seasoning and seem to be a good antihistamine

Look up mystery diagnois  discovery health

Eat broccoli , kale, cauliflower garlic, onion they all boost detox
Tartaric acids are toxins and are elevated in adults with fibromyalgia. They come from yeast fermentation.
Since this post was written, August 14, I have found out that I am allergic to garlic


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Thought Bubbles: Amy Grant

Amy Grant's song that has phrase: We pore out our miseries: God just hears a melody blasts into my morning.

Tears stream down my face.

He knows. He knows what I am going through and He cares.

One of the effects of being this allergic (allergic based depression)  is incredible emotions .  At least that is my theory.

I am very easy to tears. But He knows. He spurs me to write about it.

If I can but touch the hem of Your robe, Lord, the bare touch will enliven me. I don't know the exact passage.

I ask Him: Is this conversation just a mind game?

I await an answer as the world whirls and the songs twirl on radio waves.

He does hear. He has to: for I can claim the right as His child to stand at His throne because Christ has said I am justified through Him, Christ.



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Thought Bubbles:Releasing of Fear

I have been through Fear Hell this week. 

• one doctor thinks the thickening in the left breast is indicative of something serious. But on three past thermograms the breasts are increasingly improving.
• my job is proving that it might not provide the needed funds for the household bills
• this puts the money that I am using to buy supplements back into the household budget.
• I know what is the cause of my depression is, now how to stop it. I do not want to take shots from allergists, for fear of what it might do to me. Look what the antidepressants did.
• the food sensitivities test came back and I am allergic to cow's milk products, goat milk products, egg, both egg white and yolk, cranberry, shellfish, all forms of wheat, sunflower seed, peanuts, rye,sesame seed, and garlic.
• I  still suffer the mold allergy that, even though I have not been tested, know that I have. 

So I am in the " I will not live in fear, dear God" mode. Enough fear, doubt and anxiety. Just enough. Pull back and rest in My arms is what I hear God saying. Rest, things will work out. I have your back He says. I led you through two insurance claims this last year to provide the funds at this time. If I can do that, you know that I can do anything.

And I take His hand and go out on another day, to share His love with others.
This is what I have to think about: I am so involved with what is happening to me that I can not see that there is a world outside of me. I have to see it, to see that others have their problems too. They live inside their heads as well, seeing their world through their problems.


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I go to Animal Kingdom

On a rare Sunday off I and my husband decided to go to Animal Kingdom, Disney's animal themed park. If you have a mold, pollen allergy please beware. The park is below over hanging trees. The air, even on a relatively dry day is moist and laden with mold.
I arrived there in relative good condition. I knew that the weather was not dry enough to support me out there. But I had loaded up on cetirizine hydrochloride tablets from Walgreens. Something that I had started to take on Saturday the first of October. It is a stop gap at best for this condition, for I am sensitive to many things, and it helps only a little bit. It is a product that is an antihistamine and the amount that I took was one tab at 10 mg. It had worked the day before as I stood out in the outdoors on Main Street USA. But Main Street is not under trees. There is standing water in the nooks and crannies in the area that I work, but not like in the Animal Kingdom with running water in the streams under the overhanging trees. The symptoms started soon after I got there.
The itchy skin was under control this time. But balance was affected, indigestion, gas started. stiff neck muscles, mostly on the right side. All these symptoms are the byproducts of when mold allergy visits me. Although I have not been tested directly for the allergy, I am consistent in the reactions each time I am in a moist area. I went to air conditioned shopping areas and was relieved for a few minutes at a time. But I held on to shelving and my husband's arm to steady myself. Thought processes began to go down hill. I became as if I were disconnected with what was going on around me. Not disoriented, just more and more apathetic. Depression was setting in. Then fatigue began to come and overtake me. This pattern used to frighten me and I used to demand of myself that I was at fault somehow. But It has happened, now that I know what to look for in the memories of my outings to the Animal Kingdom, every time I have been out there. When I came home, I took another tab of the Walgreens brand antihistamine and went to sleep for two hours. I rarely sleep that long during the day, except when suffering an allergic reaction from something. The VNS device won't let me. It gives me a near normal sleep pattern. Little or no sleep during the day, 5 to 7 or 8 during the night.  I am up now writing this post and the depression is lessening, but the gas and indigestion remain, balance has returned. It is dry today, no rain. There is just so much that that antihistamine can handle. It is an overall mild antihistamine. Not a heavy duty shot.


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Butterbur: European Herb

I am investigating the herb butterbur because it is suggested that the allergies that I currently have may be helped. Mold is one such allergy.
Here, from Web MD are my notes:
Other names of herb:
Blatterdock, Bog Rhubarb, Bogshorns, Butter Bur, Butterburr, Butter-Dock, Butterfly Dock, Capdockin, Exwort, Flapperdock, Japanese Butterbur, Japonica Petasites, Langwort, Pestwurz, Petasites, Petasites flower, Petasites hybridus, Petasites officinalis Petasites leaf, Petasites rhizome, Petasites root, Petasitidis Folium, Petasitidis Rhizoma, Petasitidis Hybridus, Petasites Japonicus, Petasites Vulgaris, Plague Root, Purple Butterbur, Tussilago hybrida, Umbrella Leaves.
It can cause liver damage and should be labeled PA-free to be safe in taking the product. PA's are chemicals called pyrrolizidine alkaloids. Take these nasties out and the product is good to go. The herb is good for the following
Butterbur is used for pain, upset stomach, stomach ulcers, migraine and other headaches, ongoing cough, chills, anxiety, plague, fever, trouble sleeping (insomnia), whooping cough, asthma, hay fever (allergic rhinitis), and for irritable bladder and urinary tract spasms. Butterbur is also used to stimulate the appetite. So watch out to not gain weight on this one.

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NOSK nose air filters

In reading Doris Rapp's  Brain Allergies: Is this your child? I have come to the conclusion that I am allergic to many things. I will pick up my food sensitivities test tomorrow. But I already realize that dust plays a part of the situation now as well. Probably pollen as well. I have not been tested for these as yet, but red burning eyes, and runny nose tell the tell.
So I have ordered a product from NOSK. It is a filter that fits up the nasal passages and blocks some, but not all of the allergens. But it is a great product if one does not expect a total cure. It is comfortable, and can be rinsed and cleaned and dried to use again. Cost with express delivery is about 40 USD, nosknose.com Trapping all allergens from the air is hard. I tried to stuff a small sliver of cello foam up the nostrils to see if that would work for the mold. It did, but it was very difficult to breathe. But it did work. The small openings in the cello sponge trapped the allergens, but I could not breathe well when breathing out. In was hard enough, out was almost impossible.

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Natural Allergy Relief

There is the European herb butterbur which is as effective as a popular antihistamine in controlling symptoms of hay fever. Now I don't have hay fever, but the antihistamine effects should help in quelling the other effects of the allergy of mold. I have not personally tried this herb -yet.

I am now on another regimen, which I rotate in order for the body not to build up resistance to any one.

• Oregano oil
• homeopathic remedy histaminum hydrochloricum 6 c from WholeFoods
• homeopathic remedy Bio Active Homeopathic Mold Antigens from Dr. Mueller's office. Probably available on the web somewhere.
• Golden Seal herb.
• Chiropractic care. Dr. Isaac has moved the Atlas bone and given me a isometric exercise to strengthen the right side of the posterior neck. He showed me the x-ray where the Atlas bone was about 1/8 of an inch out of alignment. He positioned me on my left side and then applied pressure to the correct area the bone slid into place. But it came out over time. Yes, I knew it would, because the muscles around it are used to it's old position. So the need for exercises to strengthen that area to keep the bones in place.

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Allergies and Chiropractic

The chiropractor is adjusting my neck differently now that I told him about my allergies. After new X-ray, he put a new treatment protcol into effect. It seems to be helping a great deal. There is a bone in the neck that controls many functions dealing with what is directly affecting me, allergies and depression. That bone is the atlas. It is completely off center almost one eight of an inch. This is quite a bit and causes severe allergies to flair up. It is helping me in the mold,pollen and dust fight. Apparently the tendons in that area are either non existent in me, or very weak. We are addressing that in my neck. 

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Safflower Oil

As I write this I suspect that one of the ingredients for the bread that I baked has caused a new depression. The depression does not  have the itchy feet as the mold allergy induced depression does. But I do believe it is a "new" food. New to me, not eaten before. That food is safflower oil. It is the only new food that I have had in the last 36 hours. I have come to realize that if I can find a new food in my recent eating history leave it alone for three days and try it again and have the same results, then if I have been careful enough to isolate all the other foods that have been consumed to just "known" good foods, it is very probable that the new food is the culprit. I ate the offending food, safflower oil, three times in two days. It is the only new food in the diet at this time.
By "known" I mean all other foods are known to me as safe foods, not causing an allergy induced depression.

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Current symptoms of this dis-ease.

Right now I have these problems:
Ears that pop as if they are be coming full of something or are getting infected
eyes are burning constantly
Crotch is burning and discharging. This burning has gone on for about 3 weeks and when I tried yogurt and garlic suppositories the burn, somewhat decreased, continued.
I have tried a douche of oregano oil. It seems to have helped. (Oregano helps for the immunity and mold issues-editor) One quart of filtered water and about one teaspoon of oregano oil
White cottage cheese-like substance on the inside of my mouth in the morning, more cheese-like when stressed, more spit like, but white and thick when not stressed.
I have food allergies, environmental and sound and smell sensitivities,
I need live blood microscopy to determine what else I might have.
Originally posted before 11/2/10
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Giving up lemon and limeade

On August 5th in the evening I gave up drinking what I considered the last flavored drink that I could have. Lemon or Lime with stevia. In Linda Allen's ebook on Candida Yeast she states to leave the citrus Lemon and lime alone. She said that in the body these fruits cause the lower gut to become more alkaline and promote more yeast growth. This causes among other things constipation. On the sixth I went a little bit, on the seventh more, on the eight more yet.


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Mold Testing Labs

I have been researching the labs that will provide urine and blood tests that will prove if I have mold problems.
One such lab is http://www.biosignlabs.com/Blood_Tests_for_mold.html
It seems expensive, but anything in this health quest seems to be.
Apparently one can't buy the Mold Antigen provided by Energique  It has to be given by a doctor.

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Mold Antigen

Looking up something to help with the mold. A person at Dr. Mueller's office mentioned. Mold Antigens so I looked it up and yes there is a homeopathic for molds!
http://dailymed.nlm.nih.gov/dailymed/drugInfo.cfm?id=36204

ACTIVE INGREDIENTS:Arsenicum album 12X, 30X, Phosphorus 12X, 30X, Pulsatilla 12X, 30X, Sepia 12X, 30X, Alternaria tenuis 12X, 30X, 200X, Aspergillus niger 12X, 30X, 200X, Rhizopus nigricans 12X, 30X, 200X, Mucor racemosus 12X, 30X, 200X, Pullularia pullulans 12X, 30X, 200X, Candida albicans 12X, 30X, 200X, Candida parapsilosis 12X, 30X, 200X, Torula cerevisiae 12X, 30X, 200X.

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Progesterone Creams Investigations

http://www.progesteronetherapy.com/natural-progesterone-cream.html

In order to start the process of getting the hormone replacement therapy going I am investigating different creams now.

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