Yesterday I turned of the implant two times during the twenty four hour period. It was making me two active. Sparking my brain too much. I think that this is what led to my last down turn. This sparking led to my overall stress, which led to the depression. Not knowing why I was doing what I was doing, what caused the running and multitasking at the level it was, further made me anxious. I slept better last night. The oregano oil worked better for me. Made me more relaxed and the symptoms went away.
Video of the promotion helped me to see other people's reality of what they saw as opposed to what I was expericening inside my head.
I am living with depression. I was implanted with VNS therapy on March 11,2008 and am blogging what experiences I have, not only with the device but with depression itself, and just what depression is. This is to let people know depression is not just the "blues". True depression is a disease, not a mood problem. One can manage the depression with various treatments and I invite you to learn with me as I go through it.
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Thursday, September 23, 2010
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