Thought Bubbles: Your Birth was not a Mistake!

I have just finished reading Rick Warren's The Purpose Driven Life. I have read it before but this time it speaks to me so much more. When I wake up depressed-from breathing mold, or a reaction to foods eaten, or to chemicals used the day before, I have to keep in mind what I read on page 22.




                                    YOU ARE NOT AN ACCIDENT
YOUR BIRTH WAS NOT MISTAKE OR MISHAP, AND YOUR LIFE IS NO FLUKE OF NATURE........
YOUR PARENTS MAY NOT HAVE PLANNED YOU,
                              BUT GOD DID.




Yes, God did. He is developing me like an old time photo. Pieces of me making sense, developing, a little at a time. In the "dark room" of life a truly amazing piece of artwork is developin' :me! I am here for Him to develop. All that I ask of Him is to tell me the food, mold, chemical that has cause the current problem, and I will trust Him that It is probable that that is the culprit. 
For years I could not believe that I could be affected by so many things. But  if I leave the substance alone and then retry it later and the same thing happens, well, what am I to think? It does develop trust in God, in one's self and in the science of I have tried this and this is the result. It develops character to endure through the depression, ear popping, loss of balance, weird thoughts, itchy skin and blurry eyes. It shows me that even if I have all of these and more, it could be worse. 

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Deep Depression

I have been slipping into allergic reactions all this past week. As I would get off the bus at work my skin itches, on work location I track itching across my shoulder blades. As the rainy weather from the hurricane increased so did my symptoms. Remember I am outside my entire work shift, except on break and lunch,
On the 16th I ate at Golden Corral. The reactions started after eating the canned kidney beans and olives. Then I ate the chicken and sweet pork. Included in the meal was steamed broccoli. The chicken was the first in a long time. I have suspected chicken before.
The results are as follows upon finishing the meal
7:30 gas, itchy eyes, 
8:00-8:15 sleepiness
10:00 to bed early
2:00 to 4:00 joint pain in fingers while up to the bathroom
6:00 popping ears
6:30 depression starts
8:30 blurry vision, depression intensifies
in work location
9:00 nose running
10:05 indigestion and itchy hands.
Throughout day the symptoms got less and less, but if rain came in, and unfortunately I did not make notes on late day weather, The symptoms would have gotten worse.
On the 24th I was outside in the rain, as always. On that day the anxiety increased throughout the afternoon and so did knuckle joint pain. I went on break into the interior break area. The cafeteria, a considerably drier place. The symptoms cleared in about one half hour. But when I went back to the work area the depression gradually returned as did the joint pain.
The next day, I am outside the entire time in rainy conditions.
3:40: the moment I came off the shuttle bus my skin itched on my left forearm, then in the tunnel on route to  location my armpit lymph glands start to hurt. But at that time I am in a happy mental state.
4:00 at the location.skin itching. Groin lymph glands started to ache. Headache starts. Runny nose is starting.
4:20 joint pain, feet itchy, knuckles are starting to pain me.
4:25 anxiety starts, indigestion-bubbly sounds starts as well.
Weather starts to dry up.
7:20 continuing gas, but no itching while off sage in a drier place.
As weather got direr the symptoms got better.

I am to be scratch tested today for food allergies, and supplements for mold problems will be discussed when I go to pick up the supplements for the low immunity:
GSH glutathion
DMSA
Vitamin emulsi-D-3
L-MTHF (activated B-5)
Digest All

Same ol' Sypmtoms

Day before yesterday I ate three pieces of two different types of fruits, the next day blurry eyes, ear popping. Yesterday I ate non organic chicken, rice milk with carageenan, more that usual rice products-cakes, crackers, This AM anxiety. It is harder to type this morning, uncoordinated. This coordination problem occurs at times as well. It is usually found in the balance as I walk, for I stumble and I can drop things. but  in the mental coordination as well. It  can be in typing and to a small bit in the artwork that I do. All is well compensated for be going more deliberate as I walk, as I do the artwork, type. It was very frustrating when I first started to notice it.
That is the physical side of the lack of coordination but the mental side is at times the more frustrating. I thought I was getting more an more stupid because the lack of the ability to add numbers and to do simple mental tasks occurs as well.
This, to me means a brain allergy as well. There is a book called Brain Allergies Is this Your Child?by Doris Rapp, which I have just downloaded to my IPad Kindle.
Environmental factors: weather is raining.

Tracking the improvement of the immune system with the new supplements, and am finding that the  anxiety and possibly the depression and are still coming back.

Symptoms that occur

Some symptoms that occur when the depression comes:(could be mold at the source of these-editor)
I stumble, the left foot gets in the way. I drop things more and am clumsy.
Eyes are itchy
Private parts burn.
Can't solve math problems, or simple logic problem.
Everything looks to big to slove ( any problem )
More anger insues.
I feel like my IQ goes down by nearly one third.
Ears pop and feel infected.
Tongue is coated with stuff that looks like cottage cheese
Can't type well. This locks in with clumsiness. Can't spell well. Asks husband to spell for me. Constantly. This irritates me.

4 oz of Low-Glycemic Food and Results

Just 4 oz of low-glycemic fruit was enough to have the symptoms of ear popping, blurry vision, indigestion, constipation, depressive sluggishness. Just that amount!
Also when I eat these sugary foods with the correct other foods the effects of the good foods is decreased to nothing. I am so sensitive to the sugar in these foods that it cripples my whole system.
I am trying oil of oregano. This oil stops yeast. At least controls it. But it is too soon to determine if it is helping. It has only been two days. I saw Dr. Fernandez and we are going to do a Dr. Fernandez program for one month staring tomorrow. Then I will be tested for heavy metals again.I am to finish liver, builder, and liver and gall bladder support off in a few days. I will be finished with them. On to the next stage. He also told me not to lose any more weight, but to concentrate on building muscle mass to get leaner. I don't know how not to lose weight, not being able to eat any sugary foods. But we will try to find out with his help.