I am noticing a better quality of memory. I can remember song verses better when I sing along with the radio. I eat more because the food tastes better. I smell all things more. More intensely. I hear things differently, louder, so loud that it almost hurts. I am sleeping more deeply than at the first. But naps are at times short, shorter than in the past. At least most of them. Still have floaters in the eyes and lights on the visual edge. Noticing the breeze and temperature more. Laughing deeper, loving deeper.
I am living with depression. I was implanted with VNS therapy on March 11,2008 and am blogging what experiences I have, not only with the device but with depression itself, and just what depression is. This is to let people know depression is not just the "blues". True depression is a disease, not a mood problem. One can manage the depression with various treatments and I invite you to learn with me as I go through it.
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