Showing posts with label silhouette art work. Show all posts
Showing posts with label silhouette art work. Show all posts

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Thought Bubbles: Negativity

Negativity is soul destructive selfishness.

I find that I am more selfish when I concentrate on the carnal -things of this world-- than when I think of God.


www.thesilhouetteshop.yolasite.com  for silhouette art work
www.nicktimeflyer.com    for tea party history for kids


Thought Bubbles: Amy Grant

Amy Grant's song that has phrase: We pore out our miseries: God just hears a melody blasts into my morning.

Tears stream down my face.

He knows. He knows what I am going through and He cares.

One of the effects of being this allergic (allergic based depression)  is incredible emotions .  At least that is my theory.

I am very easy to tears. But He knows. He spurs me to write about it.

If I can but touch the hem of Your robe, Lord, the bare touch will enliven me. I don't know the exact passage.

I ask Him: Is this conversation just a mind game?

I await an answer as the world whirls and the songs twirl on radio waves.

He does hear. He has to: for I can claim the right as His child to stand at His throne because Christ has said I am justified through Him, Christ.



www.thesilhouetteshop.yolasite.com  for silhouette art work
www.nicktimeflyer.com    for tea party history for kids

I go to Animal Kingdom

On a rare Sunday off I and my husband decided to go to Animal Kingdom, Disney's animal themed park. If you have a mold, pollen allergy please beware. The park is below over hanging trees. The air, even on a relatively dry day is moist and laden with mold.
I arrived there in relative good condition. I knew that the weather was not dry enough to support me out there. But I had loaded up on cetirizine hydrochloride tablets from Walgreens. Something that I had started to take on Saturday the first of October. It is a stop gap at best for this condition, for I am sensitive to many things, and it helps only a little bit. It is a product that is an antihistamine and the amount that I took was one tab at 10 mg. It had worked the day before as I stood out in the outdoors on Main Street USA. But Main Street is not under trees. There is standing water in the nooks and crannies in the area that I work, but not like in the Animal Kingdom with running water in the streams under the overhanging trees. The symptoms started soon after I got there.
The itchy skin was under control this time. But balance was affected, indigestion, gas started. stiff neck muscles, mostly on the right side. All these symptoms are the byproducts of when mold allergy visits me. Although I have not been tested directly for the allergy, I am consistent in the reactions each time I am in a moist area. I went to air conditioned shopping areas and was relieved for a few minutes at a time. But I held on to shelving and my husband's arm to steady myself. Thought processes began to go down hill. I became as if I were disconnected with what was going on around me. Not disoriented, just more and more apathetic. Depression was setting in. Then fatigue began to come and overtake me. This pattern used to frighten me and I used to demand of myself that I was at fault somehow. But It has happened, now that I know what to look for in the memories of my outings to the Animal Kingdom, every time I have been out there. When I came home, I took another tab of the Walgreens brand antihistamine and went to sleep for two hours. I rarely sleep that long during the day, except when suffering an allergic reaction from something. The VNS device won't let me. It gives me a near normal sleep pattern. Little or no sleep during the day, 5 to 7 or 8 during the night.  I am up now writing this post and the depression is lessening, but the gas and indigestion remain, balance has returned. It is dry today, no rain. There is just so much that that antihistamine can handle. It is an overall mild antihistamine. Not a heavy duty shot.


www.thesilhouetteshop.yolasite.com  for silhouette art work
www.nicktimeflyer.com    for tea party history for kids

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

New Job Search

Upon seeing the result of six months outside in the rain and mold that is Florida, I know that I need to seek another job inside. I have to step out in faith and do it. I have been in my business out side in the weather for 35 years, so I will look at this as a journey away from depression and into freedom from it.
For the last 21 years I have been doing this, silhouette cutting at local theme park. Here in the above video, I am at a local birthday party. The current business that I am with will not let me post the videos of me at the theme park. So that will wait until later.
If you want to see me on YouTube, just click on that link.

www.nicktimeflyer.com
thesilhouetteshop.yolasite.com



Sunday, April 17, 2011

Dr Marshall Dickholtz

I met Dr. Marshall Dickholtz at my job as he came through for a silhouette artwork. He is a chiropractor and specializes in adjustments of the upper cervical area of the spine. His site looks promising, for on it it states that he can through adjustment of this area he can help correct immunity problems. I believe that my fight with allergies, fungus and mold and food sensitivities that  I have struggled with can be helped with the adjustment of my spine. Dr. Dan did this area alone for the l6 months that I was under his direct care. When I started with Dr. Isaac he started to adjust the upper occipital and the area just below the shoulder blades and the hip area, these areas seem to speed healing as well. How sick I was! And am still healing.